Entropy for

You try to yell answers at yourself to fill a cup already obstructed by your own noise. 

The answers will not come until you have endured the silence of not knowing it all, until you have sat with the terror of falling free and not knowing what will catch you at the bottom, there is no room for what you seek until you have let go of the things you pretend to have found in its place. 

Let go. 
Let go. 

Make room for wisdom you could not predict. 

When you are ready,
it will come.