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Do you know, there was a moment, there were moments, when I was too panicked about all there was to do, all there was to finish, all there was to pack up and clear out, that I forgot, that I didn't realize, that I couldn't see... and then there was a nerve in me that began to sing, there was this buzz that traveled through my body and it felt like that moment just before, just before the everything and you're so scared but you just want it to begin because once it hits you, you are in it, you are golden, you are free, and I began to laugh for no reason and cry for no reason and I saw it so clear, so close.

Do you know, in a few days, I go to New York?

Do you know, in a few days, I'm going Home?